Friday, August 8, 2014

When something goes wrong in your life just yell "PLOT TWIST!" and move on.




August 8th has forever become a part of life. Three years ago from today my mom was diagnosed with colon cancer. At that time I am sure we were all yelling "plot twist" and trying to move on. Cancer sounds like an awful thing (which it is) but good things can come from a six letter word. Up until the day my mom was diagnosed I took her for granted (sometimes I still do). I never realized all of the things that she did for our family until she couldn't do them anymore. Our family definitely became closer during this time three years ago. Maybe it was because we spent so much time together (whether we liked it or not).  I am sure there were more pros that came out of this situation but today I don't want to focus on the word "Cancer". I want to focus on the person who decided to fight this battle. 
In one of my psychology classes we were asked to write about wisdom. Wisdom, according to dictionary.com, is defined as “the quality of having experience, knowledge, and good judgment”. The person that best fits this description is my mom. My mom has been through so much in her life and she is only 36. She had two kids at a young age.She gave my brother up for adoption. At that time she felt like it was the right thing to do but her heart broke into a million pieces that day. Making a decision like that to benefit your child could not have been an easy one.  My dad was diagnose with testicular cancer about 10 years ago. My mom had to step up a lot during this time. She had to take care of Hannah and me, as well as taking my dad to appointments because he was so sick due to radiation. My mom was also working, and doing the cleaning, cooking, shopping, and going to Hannah and my games. She had to work more because my dad couldn’t work as much as he did originally. She was diagnose shortly after my dad was declared cancer free. She went through chemotherapy. She continued to work and go to my sister and my school events. 
These are only some of my mom’s life experiences. She may not have made some of the best choices when she was younger but I think she turned out great.  She not only is she wise, she is also an inspiration. One factor of wisdom is the ability to put aside one’s personal needs. I think my mom choosing to battle cancer for the three of us is a good example of this. 
Mom, 
Thank you for all your sacrifices. Thank you for being there whenever I need you. Most of all thank you for choosing to fight and not leave us without a mother, wife, and daughter. I know I definitely would be lost without you. Always remember...
NO ONE fights alone!